The 2 stars

One night, there are two twinkling stars.
One is dim, one is bright.
The dim one dreamed of being a brighter one.
She studied his every glow.

“How can she dwell in so much joy like the brighter star?” She asks to herself.

She was mesmerized by his presence and with admiration, she fell in love with him even he can’t see her  powerful dim spark.

One night the bright  star became brighter. He caught the heart of all stars. He became the brightest of them all. So much so that the dim star was hopeless.

“Maybe, he can’t see me because he was too bright. That even his shine walled his view”
Concludes the dim star.

With this in mind, her determination to be a bright star was endless.

“I will do everything to shine brighter. To be like you. To smile like you” she muttered.

She did accept challenges
She granted all the wishes from earth, and this streghthen her glow. It now illuminates the stars near her. She became brighter.

She want to talk to him at last. That finally, she found her own glow.

But suddenly…
When she saw the brightest star, the one she loved in secrecy,…

She moved back and whispered,

“He was with his own star, and I’m not that star”

Her heart broke. Her spark dims.

“I did my best. But I was too late. He is my only spark, and even I did make myself brighter in the end, I am completely nothing!”

The dim star was drown in sorrow. Her hopes and dreams fade.

“I waited for so long” she lamented.

She decided not to think of him every minute after her heart surrendered. But every night , she thought of…

“What if he watched me glow once in a blue moon? Did I made my chance before or was I afraid to let my feelings out because he is with his star?”

Questions. Infinite “what ifs” crossed her mind to oblivion. But then, she was too tired. Too tired to fall in love.

After some time, the brightest star looked at the dim star. They looked at each other. And with that glimpse of a moment , the dim star hopes again.

“Maybe fate has a different path for us. Maybe mother moon want to know how much I fight for him. Time changes all. It’s so powerful. Im going to love him harder than any pains I felt.”

The dim star continues to grant wishes. She
Did her best again to be brighter.

When she became one of the brightest star,

She took all the courage she have and confess to him.

But….

The brightest star can’t see her because they were both bright. They can’t see their own shadows.

Until the brightest star dims… The darkness eats his light.. And from then he saw the once dim star. He saw how bright she is now.

The once dim star uttered..

“I LOVE YOU”

But after hearing, he closed his eyes and never made a response. His light is weakening. His body shattered in every direction. And then..

He left her and was swallowed by a blackhole.

HE NEVER SAID HE WILL LOVE HER BACK.

The once dim star finally loses her hopes. She didn’t grant any wishes of earth. She didn’t glow. She never reached her dream, her brightest star.

Fast paced

Blood flowing in my veins
Heart stomped and stomach rolled
Be gone flurries of old soul

The Laughter you blurted
The cries I made
Good or Evil, love will end
I, myself in melting flesh

Lazy

Blue daisy in a pot of gold
Sweet and brimming as she sleeps
Nerves are jangling, facing north
Bellowed the slyly rose of thorns

Curtains are waving with the light of day
Wake up and screech to drizzly mist
For the world is heaven if you ought to see
If you ponder, you wander, if you love with tender.

Lost it All

One day you sat in a chair thinking all the days you said you won’t waste.

In silence, you realized how much you lost it, how your worthless self can’t dream again.

You have crossed the path of thorns that your blood isn’t enough to grip the sorrows.

Your rambling emotions, your shifting moods were all swirled up in a hurricane of knives.

What if you did it as the stars began to meddle in the evening light, conquering your soul to dream high?

What if you intend to trust what cannot be trusted?

What if you didn’t walk away  but watch the sun to say hello again?

Will it curse your very own heart that for the first time, you felt like living?

No wonder you are so frail because sitting there in a wooden chair, you have loathed yourself.

From the Inside

I was a princess once but never again it happened.

I never wished but pursued.

Never dream but snookered all possibilities in having one.

Void of the world outside, I became my own judge, my own guardian

Meddling the loamy ground, head empty and nothing to ponder.

I dwelled into concoctions, a fib, a lie, a deception to create my own coffin.

For all I know is the world inside of these sturdy fences.

Emotions weren’t jeweled except mine, No help can man expect from me.

For I was a selfish, arrogant beastly savoring for mundane things.

To live in hell is to live in reality. My death is as cruel as I have been tormented all my life…

so much so that my frozen heart never melts, it never surrenders, never heals.

Fire is Catching

I was there counting every drizzle that falls off the heaven

Out of her guilt-stricken shadows, lurk her mirror from the past

Forlorn and scalded with fears, vehemently maudling into a wall

Afraid of ebony night and tremulously seeking for a new realm

Together we willfully entwined, together we jinxed the thudding sound  of tomorrow

We have been through chaos yet no one alleviates our pains

It was you and me before the morning light like flowers lost in a desert night.

Striking (vile) way to say goodbye, ex bf beware!

I was spurting into the wide open space
Bounced on the ground, rolled like weary star. My frail body was gripping the havoc realm. Sternly, I bubbled for endowment but the mere thought of failure, doubting if for instance I can, taunted my plans for clambering retaliation then initially trailed me to a blissful oblivion.

How could you, adamant horrible beast of a man, thwarted all things beautiful? All possible ways to change your life, to change mine, to change ours? You lost me once, you lost me forever and that, that I was grateful for even with a dreadful heart. Go and live with your own gaol, the horror you have led.

Momentarily, I will strangle every piece of my past including you till I gasp the courage to move on as I have been trying to do since I left you.

Girls, this is how you should say GOODBYE to him, who cursed your heart haha (the second and last paragraph haha). No drama just bolt it out in direct and striking way then let go.

Start your good day right 🙂

Try it for summer haha

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Green Summer

Summer is a shade of dry fields and lifeless land. Our Earth is dressed like a vagrant flaunting its grotesque state. Forest fire is prevalent; volcanic eruptions, landslide, pollution, earthquake, and typhoon, all contribute to the depletion of God-given resources.
We heard seminars about climate change likewise learned environmental science in highschool. However is this, knowledge, enough to save the earth? Enough to sustain future generation?

“I DON’T THINK SO.”
So much of that I landed on the idea of making my summer green. I will make my own garden in the simplest way possible using organic or non-organic materials. Some might ask, why in summer?. But why not? We have plenty of time during this season. We can do what we want to do, enjoy the solitude or reminisce the joys and sorrows. So I think, now is the time of doing my part for the environment. Not considering the heat and negative mentality of I-might-not-grow-this-plant, because-the-soil-is-dry, or This isn’t worth my effort. EVERYTHING VALUABLE, NATURE FOR INSTANCE,  IS WORTHY OF YOUR EFFORT. If the soil is dry of summer heat, then make a rain :’)

This is one of the numerous intangible quirks I learned out of experience in college. “TO SAVE WHAT WAS LEFT IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES”

first things first. I browsed pinterest for the inspiration and I found these pictures 🙂

A trellis made from tree branches. Wine bottles that serve as a fence for the plants.

Plastic bottles used as a greenhouse roof.

This one looks like a wall, vertical gardening. Shrubs were planted in a pallet.

This tree branches serves as a plant pot.

And lastly, an old door as a secret passage to an enchanted forest.

After I’ve seen this garden ideas, I was moved to make my own garden. A  summer garden of recycled materials.Through this, I will not only contribute to mother earth but also, gear my creative potential to USE WHAT WAS LEFT.

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